Words Fail to Describe

Words fail to describe exactly what I feel inside,
When I lost you I thought I'd die but your right there,
You are in my vision but so far away,
My air is empty from my lungs and I wanted you to stay,
But all I got was lost time, and memories shared that were here and then gone in a heart beat,
I tried to figure it out, tried to be perfect, tried to make you stay,
I blocked the door like a goalie attending the net of the tied game rivalry,
You entered the room preparing a speech on why you have to leave,
But I never got the reason, and your point seemed so empty,
You left me here alone,
And I don't have the courage to pick up the phone,
All I want is to be alone,
Maybe that's the way it should be,
Just me and my shoulder,
Even when the winds get colder and the storms sweep me away,
Why didn't you keep me around?
Why didn't you make a sound?
But I'm not going to blame you,
I tried my best and that's the best I could do,
And you knew that you are the only one that gets me,
The only one who knocks me off my feet,
The only one who makes me complete,
So here I go scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
Because it's impossible to find another like you angel.
I know I tried to cover it up, tried to replace you,
But you know it doesn't work like that,
I still simply miss you,
Miss you like a beached fish misses the water,
And I'm suffociating in the sand and I need you.
Whether we are together or not I need you around,
So make a sound, call out my name, and make it be the same,
Because this whole thing is driving me insane and I need you to know,
I need you.