My Weakness

My greatest strength is also my strongest weakness,
But my weakness is you,
The very thing that brings me to my knees in a single moment,
You hold the key to my heart, you're the only one that will fit,
And I'm scared that you don't care a bit.
The secrets are all in your hands and you can tear me down,
Everything I hold dear is behind your eyes,
No one can replace that, no one can give me that feeling that you do.
I'm addicted to my weakness, like a drug,
But I hope you stick with me, and if you're love is a drug,
My habit cannot be broken,
For every dream and every thought still goes back to you,
I try to train my brain but my heart overcomes it.
The butterflies in my stomach still swooshing around, somewhere.
They are attempting to find your heart, but it seems to be gone,
I sang you the deepest most sincere song but you didn't hear the words,
I rang on your doorbell until my fingers bled but you never answered,
And now my love for you spreads like a cancer, and it's killing me,
My weakness is you,
It's when you are gone away,
The skies used to be just gray when you left me for a day or two,
But now that I don't hear the words "I love you",
I feel as empty as the heart within my chest, you stopped it from beating,
And it won't stop bleeding, I cry oceans and swim, but you are never there...
The lights are dim, and the air is thin,
And now are love feels like a sin, and it kills me.