I Simply Need You

I see you there,
It makes the air thick,
There is so much I want to share with you, as I exhale,
And I still cherish every little thing you do,
but if we can't be lovers, can we at least be friends?
My emotions tend to get the best of me when you're not around,
You're the only sound that appeals to my ears,
My greatest strength also lies my deepest fears,
And these eyes disposed tears, never stopping for you,
Your words have left me here all alone.
A canvass of memories is in my arms,
While I run the race of life.
The memories are heavy and causing strife.
The mistakes I've made reveals God's grace,
And I can see the face of love,
As the fire in my heart burns on
Even art and song can't fathom
Your eyes are the only ones I've connected with,
You put on your disguise and hide
But I know what is inside and you can't escape the shadow that's always there,
I look at the road ahead and all the signs point to you,
I'm at the intersection, confusion now fills the streets.
You tell me that I'm the only one you've felt more connected to; but I feel galaxies away, Do you feel it?
Rejected time and time again
Pretending I'm fine
But sending love to you in every line. Maybe you will read this one day,
Your name still has meaning, I want you to know,
And all I want is for things to be the same,
Like the world we once knew.
Or just start new, so here's my hello,
please don't say goodbye. I need you.