Shorthanded Love

Vengance motivated by a obscure past,
With repentance that will never last.
You confided in your fears & doubts,
As you spoon-feed me your shorthanded love,
Giving me a push & a shove,
Ranting & Raving over my incompedence,
Wanting independence,
While remenents of my heart lies in the wake of destruction.
There is a obstruction it's clotting each vein like plugs in a sink.
Until the beating slows to the pace of a slug. I can't think.
So I ripped my infested heart covered with maggots from the past, Dug a endless hole.

Buried it underneath a infinite amount of dirt and rocks,
Populated by the shorthanded venom, Sufficating from the hurt.

I left it alone....Just like you left me alone.

Your kisses engrave my mind,
Inducing a intoxicating headache, Without a medication.

Your still here or are you, I can't tell if its real or fake.

But it doesn't matter, you'd rather doubt than trust,
So leave if you must, With grace like a dove,
But I will never forget your shorthanded love.
Swimming in a sea of bitterness & hate,
When I found me washed ashore.

Trying to find the heart I misplaced.

Where did I put it?
The words traced through my mind like a pencil.

Disoriented from the chaos in my brain,
A blurred image peers through the black, like I was just reborn,
It's my heart's grave, I sworn to myself.
Shovling the dirt & rocks away that remained like the ancient scars of yesterday,
I sweep the reminding rubble away, with my hand which are wounded and swollen,
But my heart wasn't there! I have to get back what you stolen.