The Last Poem

Right now I'm confused & heartbroken to the truth,
It's such a shame that we ended up this way,
I can't tell which direction is
up, down, left, right. I look but there is no sight of you,
No girl ever took my heart galaxies away, like a rocket ship,
Launching every time when we kiss,
But this time it was a failure to launch and my heart was the only casualty.

It was no accident, you shot me down and burned the ashes,
Once you burned the ashes you drowned each one until evaporating into nothing,
The outcome was catastrophic, as you turned and walked away,
I tried everything to make you stay but you condemned it, Like a expired appalling fruit.

If this is the last poem I will write to you,
I want you to know I forgive you, And no matter what you do,
I'm here for you.
This is for you not for anyone else,
Because the times we shared were great,
And if I could be straight with you,
Know that if I had three wishes they would be for you to come back,
But for once words are not enough to convince you,
So I love you even though you made my world black & white,
Decembers will never be the same, They will be grayer than usual,
And October will always be darker, the moonlight will never be bright enough.

I thought I was tough but the heart in my chest seems to be as brittle as glass,
In this situation, I don't know if the glass is half empty or half full,
I'm looking at it from the top but the future is appearing dull.
If you don't want to stay a while,
I won't put you through a trial, (even though I can tell your in denial)
So even though I'd travel every miles in the ocean to get to you,
And it's hard to see the light, and chances are I won't;
But I love you despite my thoughts and the circumstances.